/sigh part2

I just dont know what to say... My phone died... 2 years of memories, notes, thoughts, and practicaly irreplacable personal details and information.... fucking gone...

Screens shot... cant do anything with it... im praying if i leave it then somehow ill be able to back it all up or do something... or that the service techs can fix it without wiping my phone... i cant lose all that stuff...

... i just cant...

Vortex of tiredness

Well the news is apparently good and its not cancer... so relief was forthcoming.

However in the last few days ive been tired and close to overwhelmed.

Internets down till money is found to pay the bill.
Dog was 'clipped' buy a taxi on sunday morning, resulting in vet costs that are incumbent on the first issue.
Daylight savings has kicked in and im several hours short on sleep normaly... but the extra hour im missing... is noticable.

its hard to do buisness while tired, having diminished net capacity, and feeling isolated.

/slump_down_onto_floor_to_sleep