Souless Career

Im doing a Computer science degree...
Im going to spend my next 4 years with limited priveliges on Top notch equipment being constantly reminded how much of a pointles and utterly souless feild ive chosen to spend my life in.

Im doomed to spend my life explaining to corporate tight asses why the need to give me more money each year, while constantly explaining to mindless human shaped piles of goo how to fix there pathetic problems that are only a symptom of their total ineptitude...

All i wanted was to Get paid to stuff around with computers...
Is it to much to ask that I can stuff around with them all day and someone can reap all the rewards from my efforts...
And i just get a nice paycheck and all the parts and bandwith i want... ?

*sighs* Life sucks...

Its so damn hard to find a place for me...

I thought i had found it but im begining to wonder if i was wrong...
I just want to curl up and forget i exist...
Draging my ass back and forward, to and from the place where my souless lifetime of corporate decay is gestating in its foul black coocoon.
Its making me feel worse all the time...

Each little 45 minute trip allowing me to slip further and further into that pit of bottemless apathy...

I saw them as a new art once...
Something to be mastered...
Each one carefuly crafted to its task...
Lovingly assembled and setup...

But i was deluding myself...
Theyre like ants...
Stamped out in the millions...
Each one identical and utterly faceless...
Meant to be checked on like a rack of petri dishes...
No more than a little brown fuzzy patch on a clear plastic dish, next to so many other brown blobs...
Each one pathetic and meaningless...

No matter how much i try and care for them as individuals...

*sighs*