Transience

I'm sick of just passing from one interaction to another like some miniscule fleck of powdered catalyst in a chemical reacion. My life is pointless, I go from one event to the next, each event providing temporary, transient fufilment, a fleeting sense of purpose momentarily obtained as the event takes place. Then my life moves back to pointlessness and I sink back into apathy and pathos...

I'm fucking sick of it all...

Everything is going to die eventualy. Why does it bother to exist in the first place?...
I dont care if the whole physical universe ends with a Bang or a whimper. (Thats the Big Crunch and Heat Death theories respectively) Its going to fucking end and every fucking thing is going to disapear. Nothing fucking matters... Its all going to be wiped out in the end so why fucking bother...

Stupid arrogant fools who seek imortality will find their existences wasted. Those who appear to have gained it, physicaly of the body, or historicaly in the minds of every generation to come. They are nothing but pitiful fools who wasted their lives. All human existence will vansih and so will its memories, and its history... And their imortality with it. The unfathomable depths of the future grind away at every thing. No mind can handle eternity, those whose physical lives extend off into those shadows, their minds will be assaulted by the past as they graple with the present, and try and look into the blinding future of waht is yet to come for them. And they will fall... Their minds will erode into madness and chaos, and they will haunt the end times like the wretched fools they are. Such are the fates of those who try to deny the transience of all physical existence...

Eternity is not to be taken lightly... Eternity is immesurable, unfathomable, and above all else, indefatigable... All things are crushed before it as it grinds forward... Everything...